today is 26 feb !!
arghhhhhh ...
i told sarah not to pon sch too much, but here i am ... ponning thursday ...
why ??
cuz tmr is fri
whats so special abt this impending fri ?
ohhh bother !! u guys know abt it

gannnnnn !!! im scared
gotta be by my side tmr ...
u will get urs first ... then mine afterwards ...

shd i post this or juz erase this away ???

i hate it (O)

may God bless all of us in this okay, my dear friends ???
Faith...

yenny blogged on 7:44 PM

my dears....

i think i might be pmsing now...
gahx... slap meee....
i want to kick something.. but i made a promise to shamus that i will be dumure today... LOL... can u imagine... i go around walking like some zombified "elegant lady"... speaking softly... covering my mouth when i laugh... i know... edgar is like... WHAT THE F... hahhaa...

oh well... so much for a happy day... i feel like ponning school... yet... i dont know.. i dont feel like.. yea... makes sense?? no.. ahhaa
since when did what i say make sense... oh well.. *slaps myself*

GRRXXXXXXXX... ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed i WANT TO BITE U.. hahaa... aye... i miss those o's days u know... been thinking a lot lately... is jc the place i wana go... its like.. i dont really think so anymore... its like... i wana have fun yet study darn well.. i mean.. how can u survive in jc when all u think of is ponning lessons... its like absurd la... but.. okae.. put fun aside... jc is the path i must take to be a lawyer... i wana be a lawyer.. i want so many things which are so unattainable.. why ehh... ed... gan.. yen.. why didnt i like have all yur motivations... eh? why cant i like be smart+hardworking.. and like be perfect...

perfect beings suck... i wana be perfect...

*bellowing out loud*

hey dad look at me...
sit back and talk to me
will i grow up according to plan..
am i wasting my time..
doing things i wana do
when it hurts when u dissapprove all along..
cuz i try hard to make it
hurt when i cannot make u proud..
i'm never gona be good enuff for u..
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..
..
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shucks... i forgot the rest..
hahaaaaahahaha...

okae.. i have love life shit too.. fill u all in another time..
feel lonely.. isolated.. it kinda sucks... so welll

i gtg.. lessons.. cyax!

`saRahh~* blogged on 7:09 PM

SHITTTTT LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....

i phreaking blogged twice already... andd i always forget to stupid save... am i silly dumb or what sia? haix...

u guys missss me?? i mish u all alot alottt!! dang u all la... nehneh... grrrzzz... i couldnt go for the partee cuz of work.. haha.. damnit damnit damnit.. haha... dangs.. should have told me earlier so i'll tell them like someone going to die so have to go hospital and crapp... hahahaa... shit... if only eh... oh welll...

oh i just realised sth... my blog is under ed's blog!! woots... haha.. yepps.. to cont what i wana say... i dont know.. yea.. i feel so trapped.. and its like i am so unsure of my feelings to "mo mo ren" shucks.. i cant even say the stupid name cuz i dont know who i am crushing on.. all i know is that it is impossible and that.. sheeshh.. i'll die a stupid spinster.. lolx.. haix.. *sighs sighs and more sighs*

mabbie i shd just shut up and stop rambling on cuz its pointless... the thing is there.. i am useless... ugly... stupid... fat... talentless... no guy wud ever like me.. sheesh...

ed ed ed.. i think i know a lil of what happened from what u told me... i want u to like.. get over it man... like.. cuz there are many fishes in the ocean.. and this is like a turning point for u like... not all pretty girls are nice inside kinda thing.. and it like teaches u about like fakeness and well.. that beauty lies most inside... thing is that.. fat girls may be beautiful too get it... get to know all the girls in yur sch thru the inside and slowly comb... okae... hahaa... ONE more thing... STOP PHREAKING BEING SO ROUGH ON GIRLS U DOOFUS...
so yea...

i still have loads to say.. but its like stuck on my head.. i cant bring it out.. dont know why.. so well.. i love u all okaee.. i gota blog my own blog... love yaaa!!!!

`saRahh~* blogged on 5:47 AM

aye my dearsss!!!

how have u all beeen... okae.. theres like lots of stuff to say... and i shall try to pull it out of the corner of my head.. hahaa.. =D

fist things first.. i wana smack u all!!1 damnit.. hahaa.. i didnt go for the vday partee!!! dangs... shd have told me earlier.. then i could have said that i have some family shit or crap... damnit... u guys mean more to me than money... haix... *sobsobs* hahahaa...

i just realised something today.. its like.. i was talking to my friends and i realise that i havent gotten over something or someone... people tewll me that there are many out there yet its like the reason why i cant move is cuz i am phreaking stagnant... haix.. stupid stupid girl*smacks myself*

i gtg.. come back soon

`saRahh~* blogged on 5:00 PM

yen... chill man... haha.. and to reply to what ed said last tym... u can say yur private stuff in here cuz its like so far... only the four of us have the addie to here... yeahhh...

i gtg.. be back soon... miss u alll

`saRahh~* blogged on 7:13 PM

pissed

i forgot to tell u guys abt this moron that i chanced upon
in train !!! its really my unlucky day and his suayest
day
to meet me !! muahahaha ... talking abt what he did could
really make my blood boil but nonetheless, i still wanna
talk abt it !!

i was on my way to walk into the train , while all in a
sudden, a stranger placed his finger or hand on my bag m
literally pushed me into the train. I was actually in a
very bright mood chit chatting to my dear1 as he did so.
and if u were there, u could sense a change of weather frm
a bright sunny day to the darkening clouds with inviting
thunders and lightning arriving in no time soon.

My dear1 sensed a change of weather as i was staring at
that moron relentlessly. U could breathe an air of angst
if u were present as i couldnt do anything but to curse n
swear him in indo lang which he might understand. I too
could sensed he was scared, he wanted to retreat but where
could he go ? he was already at the corner of the door,
mind u !! If i could, I would at that time broke all the
ten fingers on his hands... so that there is no next time
that he could lay his fingers on someone;s else bag n push
him or her into the train juz becuz he wanna take the
train. Frankly speaking, he could just wait for the next
train to come and didnt have to be so uncivilised !!!

BReathing with angst, i kept on gave him my deadly stares
which could have killed him. He must have shuddered with
fear as I could see it in his eyes. YOU MORON !! DOnt let
me see you again next time or u r DEAD !!! IM really
pissed by ur sight n could not wait to catch u in action
again next time so that I could lay my hands on you by
BREAKING all ur ten fingers' bones so that there you are,
never ever be able to push ppl ard !! U know I really
really HATE to be pushed around and I mind you not to play
with ME or you are REALLY DEAD !! BABI !!

I know im rattling on n on here to voice out my
unhappiness and frustration of what happened yesterday...
Whateva it is, it was juz for me to know what happened
yesterday n if i were to see him again, yeah , dun let me
be !! If not, you prolly wont be able to use all ur
fingers anymore or perhaps ... I will juz give ya a good
KICK at ur **** so that there is no more next generation
for ye anymore. I'm sorry but YOU CANT BE PERFECT !!

til i see ya again ...
n i will have a great ending for this !!!

p/s: dun ever make me angry
dun ever push me ard
dun ever be such a moron
dun ever be my enemy
dun ever be sorry !!!

yenny blogged on 10:32 AM