i found today that he played a significant role or well, part of my life.
it hurt when we did not talk for almost a day.
it was almost so cold. so meaningless.
it then struck me like some chord.
perhaps. perhaps i do like him.
im usually a person who lives by the side. waiting and waiting.
waiting for others to make the move. waiting to anticipate.
i learnt that by waiting, you are actually wasting time.
so then i rounded up my balls, and i messaged him.
can you imagine, i told him that i missed him.
what the heck was going through my mind,
i would never decipher. but it was so bliss.
getting that reply. the one i've waited almost a day for.
i learnt that girls are strong, and almost as strong as guys.
they can initiate too. i hate it. but i did not have much of a choice.
im happy now. thats all that matters.
questions still unanswered.
i'll wait. i'll wait.
waiting.
mabbie i did the wrong thing. doing what i did that night.
thinking about it now. things were just so right.
if only i had you in my arms each night.
i regret, yet i do not.
i like the way your chin tickles my neck.
the way you kept your hands patting my back.
------ * tired already.. carry on another day.. lolx* ------
-story has no intentions to follow real life accounts and may be imaginary-
