im not done with that yet !! let me describe this to you.. it is xiao long bao!! it's small and juicy!! u must slowly and meticulously pick it up using a pair of chopstick and carefully prick a hole and suck the juice within that small small and thin skin. hohoho... do you still want me to continue ?? or are u guys drooling already ??? hahah (IM BAD)

then .... after sucking all the juice then u slowly eat the meat... stain some vinegar and ginger and it will tastely good !! haha ... piping hot and yum yum~~~

that's all from the glutton yen who just reported on crystal jade xiao long bao

til next week

love, yenn

yenny blogged on 8:35 AM

since i just learnt how to put pic, im so so so excited abt it !! n i have learnt the art of putting pic n commenting  

yenny blogged on 8:34 AM

hahahaa this is the first charlie's NO angel picture from the prom nitez!!!  

yenny blogged on 8:17 AM

ED ED ED!! it's me putting it up with the GREAT HELP of dear RAH !!! hehehe ... heading given in honour by rah rah.. haha not bad yeah. its a nice pic !!

are u free on this thurs ??? are we still going gan hse ??? haha ... gan gan why ur blog kena hacked ??? aniwaes i just got my modem done ... was corrupted !! super happy too .. cuz then i can come online to chat with yach, she is currently in taiwan ... haha

man, im having a good time slacking ... havent touched on what im supposed to do... haha ... oh well... kinda in a world of my own .. heck the hw !! sch can go n die ~ -__-

but i miss mi buddies, yach, jian n xian ... hahhaa

rah rah came over my hse today, oh u woman!! smack u !! hee hee ... still working arh ?? dun work ur asses off !! oh no! now i shd tell this to my JIE JIE, oi edgar!! do u hear me??? dun work ur ASSES off.. okay ??? as for rah rah... take good care of urself in YUNNAN JIAN FA ZHONG XIN... grow more hair yeah .. hehhee ... ps:im going nuts

love u guys ,

yenn

yenny blogged on 7:34 AM

if only i had the ability to measure.

if only you returned the wings which once made me fly so high.

if only people could turn back time.

if only i had been more gutsy.

if only i had learnt to shut up.

if only i had another chance to make it up.

if only i had the ability to tell what and how much.

if only time had remained stagnant.

if only things had not changed.

if only we were still so close.

if only you had not changed.

if only bastardization wasnt in the dictionary.

if only.

too bad.

if only.

didnt happen.

im torn.

im sad.

now i know how precious you are.

you are gone.

you are never coming back.

im trapped.

i cant move.

i find it hard to be strong.

i feel strangled.

`saRahh~* blogged on 3:45 AM

spastically retarded edgar. o tell me whats new.. 

yenny blogged on 3:36 AM

prink me with a thousand pins.. mabbie more. it wont hurt. cuz i'm numb. numb to these feelings. at least. so i think.

prink me with a thousand pins.. mabbie more. it wont hurt. cuz i'll be willing to be pricked over and over again if thing will return to what it was like in the past.

prick me with a thousand pins.. mabbie more. it wont hurt. cuz the joy of having you with me overcomes all the pain. it uplifts me and brings me to the clouds.

prick me with a thousand pins.. mabbie more. it wont hurt. cuz all i want is you..

so you all ah. you know what i want for christmas already right. WHAHAHAH.. okay. this was for the slight anti climax. i'm serious about it okay. geee. sarah is a busy woman. the busier the better. then she wont think so much. she is off ah. love you all.

`saRahh~* blogged on 12:25 AM

my comfort
my saviour
lord there is non like you
all of my days
i want to pray
i just want to love you lord

this song kept rolling in my mind as tears started streaming down my cheeks.
i sin so much.. so much so, everytime i pray, guilt plagues me and i start crying..
i dont knoe what the heck is wrong with me..

i dont know where to start to let go.
i dont even know if im being told to let go.
my skull is too thick, im too full of myself to even be concerned with my surroundings..
the stuff people tell me, are mixed. one minute they will say i think you should let go. the next, i'm being egged on. edgar i'm sorry for being as such and classifying myself in that genre of friends.

we're messagine now.
dan shi, wo heng bu de xiang ku. ying wei, wo geng ben bu jue de kai zin. wo hao tong ku. tong ku ying wei wo bu zhi dao wo men de di bu. wo ying gai zhuo xe mo. wo zhi dao, wei le ni xi huan de ren, wo men yao zhuo chu sacrifices. wo yi jing sacrifice wo de pride he wo de den den de dong xi. wo bu hui jiang. hua wen tai cha. dan. ta wei xe mo bu neng. wo zhi yang i ge zhi. ten. huo bu yao den. zhe xie zhi. nan dao. zhe yang ye na me cha ma? grrrz..

i have no mood to carry on
im off.
welcome to my life.

`saRahh~* blogged on 8:21 AM

i was away from friday to sunday... => back to where i came from
rah called me on friday while i was at harbour front, ready to go home
i was bad , couldnt go out with her, if i was not going away that day then i could company her. not letting her alone awandering ard the town.
jie jie also had so much trouble these few days that i didnt know what to say whenever i come in here, cuz what u r feeling right now is something that i cant tell u, yes i know what u truly feel. i may feel sth similar but not altogether the same.
too see rah n ed entry abt what they r going tru isnt good at all...
i missed those good old days
we may seem to grow this yr, tru all these ups n downs... but have u guys thought it was just one yr ago that we r seeing each other everyday, playing those slapping palms games that no one would care ???
since its near the end of 2004, let us all reflect what a year it has been for us all.
like what i have sms rah today, when can we all go out together ?? it's holidayyyy... though im still damn busy with my tennis, when can we all go out ??? jie jie, u dun have to work ur arse off to spend ur time k ... rah n i will be most willing to spend it with u, n gan too !! besides her obsessions with running running ... c'mon sms me now now now !!! to confirm when can make it for outing? i just have tennis camp this coming wed, thurs, fri.. so other than that .... LET'S GO OUT !!!

ps : jie jie, wear ur NICEST shirt yeahhhhh !! ^*^

yenn

yenny blogged on 7:59 AM

and today is the worst day ever,
and tomorrow wont be better
its history repeating on and on..

- he did not bother wishing me good luck for my paper when all the others could
- paper was so darn easy till i am able to kiss the sole of my shoe
- i got to be an OGL but due to my concerned teacher, my name was pulled out
- pamela, ellen, ziting, sak are leaving mj for poly. it stings me.
- i was pang seh'ed by so many people today
- i was forced to walk around town myself. (1st time ever)
- i got disappointed by a bunch of people whom i thought were my friends
- i can only wear size L for mango shirts.
- i am fucking fat
- i am so not heard.
- the whole day i waited for a word from you but it never came.
- i have many fair weathered friends.
- i can almost slit my throat.
- i am not close to my class, they probably hate me.
- i am a fucking loser.

`saRahh~* blogged on 8:18 AM

crap shit.
i lasted 3 days without smsing him.
and he likewise.
but i had to msg last night to wish him the best for his a levels.
its not like a had a choice not to.
imagine me messaging everyone else except him.
he'll probably hate me for the rest of my life.
but thats the least of the matter aint it.

i guess.. i'll return to isolation from him since he cant lift his bum and fingers to do so.
what can i say? whattt a wonderful world.

and why. why ever did he have to sound so happy after receieveing my sms.
i was obliged to reply and this i did. and our messages ended up really really funny with he and i both balling with laughter. so it went on till finally he said he cant sleep cuz his pants were too tight. i replied as said well. you can always take it off or something. and no more replies till today.

i guess.. being ambiguous, it takes a lot. he said i sounded weird. almost cold. i guess, i was cold. after all these, i've learnt to give up i suppose. as least my stupid brain is telling me to do so. but my heart isnt feeling pierced or anything for that matter. i must learn and i think i have. screw him, screw others. the world is a fcuking playground and has so much more to offer. gods telling me to take it slow i suppose. so its good. he can focus on his a's happily and i with my business. goodbye xxxx till we meet again.

`saRahh~* blogged on 6:14 PM

* i dont wanna close my eyes*
*i dont wanna fall asleep

hahaha .... pw is over over over for me!!!
today i bitched a lot a lot a lot
so happi happi happi
looking forward to my school prom prom prom
come on ppl ppl ppl
hit the dance floor floor floor
and dance dance dance

just lose it
arh arh arh arhhhhhhhh
go crazy
arh arh arh arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

yenny blogged on 9:47 AM